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Wonderland

Alice, I've been thinking today
if you follow that rabbit's way
You won't find a wonderland
Cause if I could take you by the hand
I would lead you to where i know it is
All that you could imagine, and everything more

Alice, you're the queen of my heart
I know we can start
our own Wonderland
take ya by the hand
Forever, we could be together

The Special thing
It won't be a dream
And I know it seems
Farfetched
But I want to be
With you everyday
Tweedle Dee, Tweedle Dum

Alice, you're the queen of my heart
I know we can start
our own Wonderland
take ya by the hand
Forever, we could be together

I know the signs are there
they won't get you anywhere
I could show you where to go
The path is clear, I know it so
But I want you to see
Wherever you be, is my Wonderland

Withered

I bought you a bouquet
I complimented your perfume
I didn't know how to say
So I wrote it in a volume

All the ways I tried to tell you
Didn't get the point across
I guess I don't have a clue
Now, your gain is my loss

You didn't care much for him
but I am starting to see
It must've been the fact
that you outgrew me

I read it in the paper
You finally married him
Now I'm sleeping on my floor
cause the bed is full of sin

Your flowers are all wilted
Your perfume has lost its scent
My silence had you guilted
You must've forgot what I meant

I'm just another chapter
of your adolescent loves
I'm just a sick puppy
you once held in your gloves

So now you're a woman
and I am still a kid
Life's not made of what you plan
it's made of what I never did

Hold on, Let go.

When I want to let go
I just hold on tighter
When things start to glow
I just flick my lighter

Flames consume us
When we're alone
We covered up in lust
What we felt to the bone

The wind blows
Through the trees
Laughter of children
Carried on the breeze

The purity of love
Is sold down the river
My loss of self
Makes my soul shiver

Who I am

I wanna be an artist
So I split open my heart and pour it on the canvas
I wanna be a real man
So I cry and cry hoping someone gives a damn
about who I am

If you wanna know who I am
Imagine what Hell is
and subtract the flames
and the heat
cause there's no light in me
it's just scaring me
being who I am

I wanna be your best friend
so I cut and cut, until I see the end
I want to feel what love is
so I tear myself apart just to get rid
Of who I am

I wanna be a great man
so I talk and talk and never lend a hand
I wanna be your husband
so I think and think, till I'm on the brink
of being Who I am

Where is it?

I need to live but I want to die
I can't find the tears to cry
I need to love, but I want to hate
I want some freedom, but all I have is fate
A void deepens in my soul
It seems this is all I will even know
Please fill me up, oh Father
You are the bread, the living water
I sit here waiting for some one
I just want this petty life to be done
My will to live is greater than my pain
You died for me so my death was slain
I kneel to you, I need your aid
You know me so well, for me you made
Give me some one to love
Peace I desire, like a dove
Thank you Father for these trials
Through this pain and sadness you make me smile

What Ails Me

When I can face my feelings
and the way I am inside
Finally acknowledge that my father died
I can become something more than I am now
The love that I have denied, I finally can allow

I can sleep without waking from an evil dream
I won't be manic or depressive, somewhere in between
I don't know who it is, but I can just be myself
It's like life is just a dusty book waiting on my shelf

But for now I'm stuck with sorrow
and this cup I fill with wine
Though there never is a tomorrow
That's when I'll be just fine

Maybe God is never listening
Then I just talk to myself
What if he thinks the same thing
God, Are you speaking to thyself?

Aloneness is my specialty
and sadness is my goal
I have no need for sobriety
If I'm wanting to be whole