Be Strong

I really hate my life
where it is where I was
how I feel sick
when I try to hide
from the emotional acid
that eats away my mind
Maybe I can be saved
while there is still time

I wonder why people act like
everything, everything is alright
Maybe it's just me that it pains
The misery I feel, like a rain
That is never ending, forms a flood
It becomes sickness in my blood

I hate you for leaving me
and I know that's not right
Sometimes I can see you
When it's late at night
I wake with a sense of freedom
But with conciousness, comes truth
It hurts so much to realize
That crying had no real use

I know you're listening
When I sing my songs
I know you're crying
When things for me are wrong
I know that you love me
Even if you're gone
I know you're my strength
when I cannot be strong

I cannot be strong
I cannot be strong