You know... I care

In my heart I hold you close
Even when you seem so far away
like today, I thought it was okay
to be who I am
to do what I can

I just want to be something
and I don't wanna bring nothing
to you when everything is wrong
and the tears fall down
when the pain is so strong
and I can't do anything at all

It's not fair to live like I do
but that's between me and you
It's not right not sleep at night
but that's between me and you

I know what I'm doing
At least that's what I say
I just do what I think I should
So I push it all away

I just want to pay the debt
That my heart has made
I wanna fill the hole
from the foundation that's laid

I wanna break even
I wanna break even
I wanna break even