I know.. You care

In my heart I hold you close
Even when it seems so far away
because today
I thought it was all okay
to be who I was
to be who I am
to do all I really can
I know I want to be something
and I know I don't wanna bring
Another excuse to you when I fail
All those tears fall down while I wail
It's not fair to live like I do
but I made a choice, between me and You
I know what I'm doing, or so I say
and I guess it's just another day
where I do what I think I should
Pushing away all that's good
Just to be the same thing everyday
and try and try and find the way
the way to pay for all this dismay
that I've made for myself and my life
So I just ask that you put down the knife
before you hurt more than you know
I can help you, every doubt fear and woe
Please don't do this, don't become me
Don't be this, this is not what you need