Too Rich

You know they gave me your ashes
They made me spend all your caches
Now I wear all your sashes
And I suffer your lashes
Now you know I'm just rehashing
All that I feel

I can never be what they tell me to
I never knew I thought, what I thought I knew
Could be as true, as I could be you

The voices in my head cry out "Shame"
I guess that's just the name of the game
I know I'll never get away from them
Just like I can't bring life to him

Sometimes I cry when things don't go right
But people don't know what I do at night
I guess they'll never understand who I am
But you know they'll never give a damn

and I wish you could see me now
and I wish you could just tell me how
How can I be like the way you were cause
The way I am is just not good enough