The Accident

And I haven't felt something since the accident
except for pain but that was evident
When I saw your face I felt something new
Oh I felt something new, and then I knew
That the only thing I've ever known
Ever, ever known, is that I love you

Every night I try to forget what you said
But my thoughts aren't in the blood I bled
And I wish you understood what it's like to hate
Everything you've ever been, and yet feel sedate
I want you to feel, what I feel, when I feel it
but I'd rather swallow the ocean than listen to your bullshit

So I try to sleep at night
And I wait for you to tap on my window
To answer all my questions but where did you go?
Every moment I've lived seems so slow
And the pain swells inside of my soul
While I'm lost in the pursuit of being whole

Dirty confidence and sinful bliss
Is what I feel every time we kiss
And the way you cry out for him
Makes me feel that same way again
If I could lose my feelings and die inside
I could survive another day without my pride

But I'm stuck in your crying lies
That don't answer my prying sighs
And if only I could cut my ties
Then I could be so wise
As to realize that all my tries
Only buys love that dies